During one of my 2 hour sleep breaks, i had a horrid, horid dream. It was so scary that it seriously woke me outa bed. There's only one other dream that have had the same effect: me falling down a clift (which i still get bout 1ce every 2 month).

Anywayz in the dream i had today, i was staying in a basement, not 1 of those scary icky ones, but a nice decorated one, painted walls, bla bla bla. I was at a relative's even though now i cant remeber who i know has a house like that(yes my dreams are always this strange). So there i was in my dream (i knew in my unconsious state it was a dream?) lying on my bed and half asleep. Then something green on the floor catches my attention...

It was a freakishly BIG snake!!!

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If you dont want to be friends with me,
well thats your loss.
If you plan to do something about it (*hint *hint),
HA, good luck with that.

So dont hate me because people hate you more than me.
I'm sorry that i'm a better person than you are.
(....actually i'm just sorry that you were brought up like a *****
well you cant expect the apple to fall far from the tree)

omg! this ring looks so pretty!
someone actually made this w/ their own hands
i actually tried something like this w/ gold beads......
but it took me so long that i gave up before i could finish


this looks sooo cool! yeah blue hair^^!
always wanted blue streaks.....

this morning i was actually pretty happy cause it was sushi's b-day n i had no quizzes today...i didnt get to school early but that's ok (no jenny even better !)
but then just as i walk in to hr...PSAT results came back!!! . i was so scared that i didnt even wanna look @ my scores, so i only took a peak. da first thing i saw was my verbal score which was REALLY bad!!! i didnt improve @ all since last year!! i felt so bad that i just couldnt look @ my scores any longer so i just tugged it in my bag.
after wards thou, i was asking my friends wat they got, n some of them got lower on da verbal than i got (i still luv u guys ^^)....so i became....intreged(lol) n analyze my score too.

Planned Classes for 2004
1. AP Government
2. AP Computers
3. Physics I
4. Chinese Philosophy Interpretation(lol, cant remeber da rite name)

1. ELA : finish Pride and Prejudice by Tuesday
2. Pre-Calculus: study 4 test monday
3. Latin: finish group work by Tuesday
4. History: Ch.16 A
5. Chemistry: Ch. 6
6. Spanish: summery of "Finding Nemo"

i got up late this morning cause i thought it was a "weekend", but apparently i was wrong cause its "shove snow day". everytime i wanted to shove snow (cause its fun ) mom's always like, "do hw first! how can think bout that when u're hw's unfinished? do u think working is better than studying? just wait till u grow up n have no job (cause i didnt do my hw) n have to sweep streets for a living(<--they have these jobs in china....how nice ) !"
so today instead of asking something i knew da answer to i just started reading Pride n Prejudice. 20 min. later my mom comes up to me n tells me how bad a daughter i am, "u're sitting on the couch relaxing while i brake my back shoveling snow! i've never been more disappointed in u! u're 19 yrs old (<-- chinese calculations) n u always sit around the house n do nothing! ........(i tuned out da rest )"
so yup, from experience i've learned that there is no solution 2 my family problems (<--do u hear that ms. cousens?). if i do something, its bad cause its something i shouldnt b doing. but if i'm not doing that thing, its still bad cause i'm not doing it!!??!*#$%^

Mom was checking her account today cause she wanted to return something but couldnt find da reciept. She saw that me n my friends went to Chili's 2 eat n spent like 80.00+. Cause i ended up paying w/ my credit card n everyone else gave me their money so it'll b less a hassel. But not everybody paid me back da amount they ate, so now i'm short on money. Mom told me 2 give her back da $80 to repent her "losses" (even thou $2000+ on da account is mine, +i deposite money everyweek from work). So now i got $6 to last me da rest of december n i'm not even done w/ x-mas shopping yet

2 days till my birthday! i'll b.....(lets c) 17!! ^^
sorry huiyi cant drive u yet. unless of course u're looking 4 early death, which from da present perspective doesnt seem so bad...

anywayz, i dont think i'll b doing anything 4 my b-day cause everyone is so busy. i already took up ppl's time when i asked them to hangout last week 4 sushi's b-day. i dont wanna take up more of ppl's time when they really need it (*ahem, ber; yes maggie u have my permission 2 b excused, lol).

yup yup, finished Pride and Prejudice today...n tiredly "gredging". its a cruel n unusual punishment to make students go through a book n pull out 3 page worth of quotes for 2 essays!!!

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humanity n. - the quality of being humane; the kind feelings, dispositions, and sympathies of man; especially, a disposition to relieve persons or animals in distress, and to treat all creatures with kindness and tenderness.

why should u give up on humanities when u know there are ppl out there who fulfill these qualities ?

i am independent? mentally strong? mature?

post comments n tell me wat u think of me

i'm a good person! y is this happening 2 me....

today...was certainly.......interesting....lol, cant think of anything else 2 say...

*note to self: must upload pic of Mon Mon n Mr. Freaky Monkey....lol

[S.H.E] 夏天的微笑
曲：黄汉青 | 词：姚若龙 | 编：钟兴民

十级风的情绪已沉淀 终于能坐下来见一面
带你送的项链想还你 你要我就当成纪念
爱变成( 了 )到不了的明天 不代表要遗忘了昨天
听你发自内心的言语 想吻你的冲动好强烈
爱 也许有期限 但回忆却没( 有 )终点
笑 开始的一页 别让泪写完结篇
要用像夏天的微笑 隐藏好心情有多糟
不做你沉重的背包 当做相知一场的回报
我用像夏天的微笑 鼓励像冬天的心跳
勇气和真爱会遇到 虽然幸福爱跟人躲猫猫
(真心最后会把真爱抓牢 )

笑 就歌颂 一皱眉头就心痛
我没空理会我 只感受你的感受
你要往哪走 把我灵魂也带走
它为你着了魔 留着有什么用

你是电 你是光 你是唯一的神话
我只爱你 You are my super star
你主宰 我崇拜 没有更好的办法
只能爱你 You are my super star

手 不是手 是 温柔的宇宙
我这颗小星球 就在你手中转动
请 看见我 让我有梦可以作
我为你发了疯 你必须奖励我

你是意义 是天是地是神的旨意
除了爱你 没有真理

火 你是火 是我飞蛾的尽头
没想过要逃脱 为什么我要逃脱
谢谢你给我 一段快乐的梦游
如果我忘了我 请帮忙记得我

昨天是你生日 你吃了蛋糕没 还记得你不喜欢巧克力口味
吹熄了蜡烛 你又多了一岁 纯真的眼泪离我们越来越远

昨天是你生日 你想起了谁
带着宝剑的白马王子 他有没有出现
很想知道你离家出走的那个夏天
和你一起的那个男生到底是谁

昨天使是你生日 你许了那三个心愿
身体健康 世界和平 还是赚多钱
我已经知道幸福的奇妙 让我勇敢去追
已经知道有苦有笑的人生才算完美
真正的完美...

remind self to add entry later....
2day is da day my boss made me walk all da way to Eastern Bank n i got lost ><

yah!! Sharon's back in school!! ^^
even though i still havnt seen her yet, this is good news. lol
grr....must find new topic for seevak...i was gonna Dorothea Dix, but i realized that she was in da wrong century....damn it!! damn it!! damn it!! now i got find someone be4 friday

da english paper is killing me, kept staying up until 2 in da morning to finish each day's assignment...

yes!! i have officially converted 3 ppl to gunbound! lol...lets just hope anusha wont kill me now

back to real work

so lazy rite now dont feel like doing anything....

Notes 2 Self
1. write x-mas cards
2. wrap/bag presents
3. buy bags to bag w/
4. wuthering heights essay

big fight b4 x-mas....how convient...
i was bout to start my english essay around 3, but my mom started doing her usual "cleaning" of my room. everyweek i tell her that its my room n she has no right to come n go as she please. she doesnt even knock, she just barges in whenever she wants.

eek! havnt been updating dately...well i have been buzzy, so its not my fault >< !

so lets start with last day of school (12/23/03)......
got my presents 2day, thanx u guys! ^^ so much i could barely carry!
then....
went 2 sharon's x-mas party...damn, i did not know maggie could scream that loud! ...thank god we didnt play da oujia board in sharon's basement, or else i think we woulda trampled over each other when we tried to get out! lol....btw. does any1 know a franklin muder(sounds awfully like murder does it)?