these days r so long n boring.....cant wait until friday when i can go 2 da robotics competion! ...until then i'll just have to count every passing second o wellz, got a book that teaches me how 2 do manga to kill time...
2day's foreign dec. was sooo boring... every kinda sucked through my persepective, if u cant make da cut, u shouldnt b competing @ all! unless of course u want to be laughed by other ppl.
LOL!! i think norman got in trouble 4 not standing up during the pledge of alligence! thats really funny if u think bout it, wonder wat da teacher's gonna do 2 him . btw sushi didnt stand up either but she didnt get caught cause no 1 could see her, lol.

my mom is stupid/evil/irritating/ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she just came in to my room n told me that xxxxxxxxxxxxx
her comments makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs until i lose my voice. she makes me want to bang my head against the wall until i lose conscious. i want to jump up and down until i break thou the floor and fall down to the 1st floor. i want to smash everything breakable in the house n tear her stuff to pieces. i want to punch the walls until something cracks. stupid idoits like her are da ppl that makes me want to kill myself. but see, i dont do any of that because i'm a kind/good/understanding person. i keep most of my feelings/worries/fears to myself so other ppl wont be burdened by my problems. why cant u freakin do the same??!!!!!! instead u

getting me angry does nothing good 4 u
u anger me => i get so frustrated that i cant concentrate => when i get angry my eczema acts up => when my eczema acts up my skin gets icky (n then u complain some more bout how i dont take good care of my skin, which gets me angry-er since its all u're fault to begin w/, even the eczema part since its a inherited disease)
when i get angry => i cant sleep => my hair falls out from all the stress (then u complain bout y my hair is falling out which is also u're fault in the 1st place)
when i get angry => i cant focus again until i can clearly express my feelings => me writing here => wasting time when i can b doing hw => u yelling @ me 1 in the morning to go to sleep, while 2 hours ago u were complaining that i dont spend enough time on hw, n now complaining i'm taking up too much time => leads me back to the point that none of this would have happened if u didnt come in to my room and said those useless stupid things!

i'm not like jenny!!!! i didnt grew up in a bitch hole like she did! i might have had bitchy neighbors and poor living conditions, but that only made me want to b rightous more, not the other way around! i never was, am not, and never will head in jenny's direction. so stop wasting my time n urs worring bout me following jenny's direction of being a worthless slut!

got back from BAE regional yesterday! it was so cool! definately 1 of da most amazing thing i've been 2. too bad our robot sucked come on we got beat by o'b ! thats just not rite. well, we only did bad cause gorge insisted that brian b da human player (cause his tall) when he was suppose 2 b da driver. so we ended up w/ a driver who didnt know wat they were doing. n da twins kept bugging ber w/ questions constently, which literally drove 2 insanity that she ran from the sight of them. lol. n akshay only made things worse.
one of my fave robots was da pirate ship 1. it was so cooool! it looked just a pirate ship w/ da skull flag n even had a flapping parrit! its special function was catching all da 5 pt balls during da drop off. i
'll bring ing some pics 2morrow
cant wait until da annapolis regionals!

we had our annual assemble w/ ms. kelly today n da 6 dept. heads. i'm surprised that she didnt use the "look to your left, look to your right" speech this year (but...but...thats tradition!! ). we went throu da course selection , da not-2-much-APs-that u-die talk , n dont-let-u're-GPA-tank talk :cry:.
we got da course selection sheet in hr n this is wat mine looks like so far:
1. English 12 (stupid requirment #1)
2. Spanish 4 (stupid requirment #2)
3. US Government AP
4. Statistics (no way i can get in2 AP)
5. Enviremental Science AP
6. Physics I
my backups
7. Introduction to Visual Art
8. Greek Traditions

tell me wat u think

enough said

p.s. hoylee is evil, so is jenny

i know i know, i havnt updated in a really lonnnng time. but i have a good excuse ! ....well more like excuses

let me start back from annapolis, we got 3rd place! it may not seem that great since u know, we're BLS n everything...but its still a lot better than in phili where we didnt even have a working robot. I got mad @ sushi n carrie though cause they were acting like such babies! where's ber when u need her? o yeah, we also got da woodie flowers award (woodie flowers signed my shirt ^_^)

OMG!! akshay is going to harvard!! thats just not rite!!! all he does all day is eat n sleep (he probably caused world hunger! n he was trying 2 blame it on matt! lol). n he's so arrogant 2! everybody was like u dont deserve to go to harvard. not to mention the other brooklin seniors who got in to standford n mit...

on a happier note, my grades r up! n i'm applying 2 state street(spent an hour filling in forms on friday not to mention da pen marks). n i'm doing 2 dances 4 international showcase! 1 with DESI n 1 4 my dance teacher (w/ susan, jen, n lan), she wants me 2 advertise. so i'm staying afta school everyday to practice da indian dance. lol, its so funny to c sushi get aggavated when everybody cant do da moves indian way. but she wont tell them, n i'm just waiting 4 her 2 blow, it'll b interesting to see.

o yeah, btw jenny's going back to china 4 family reasons(or so she says but i doubt it). she's either not comming back or she's getting kept back a yr when she comes back. too bad she still owes me $50.00! i'm considering if i should talk to liz. i mean who knows wat jenny's been telling her behind my back (it would b interesting 2 c how liz would react if i told her how much jenny bitched about her during da summer. liz n jenny r best friends now. how ironic.)! i dont know if i should tell liz wat da real jenny is...stealing, drugging, bitching, back-stabbing, u know, etc. well we'll c how she's behaving in her last week. althou i cant figure out y jenny's mom's sending her back now of all times.
[There a lots of prostitutes in China, I wish I were going.
Posted 3/28/2004 at 6:00 AM by NoSisPoweR ]
ha yeah, she's gonna b 1 of them
or as alice say: "girls are out numbered in china!!!!!!"

nor can i figure out y she uses bunnies (Bunny_Babi, AznXplicitbunny, Bunny 318 Babi, lilqtaznbunny, i can go on n on....but i think u got the idea. come on! b original. o wait, thats rite, u're NOT! so dont even try!)
it ruins their good name!
1. she must b a GIANT bunny
2. rnt bunnies furry n cute? not skimpy like jenny?
3. rabbit fur is white, not brown, unless u're a "wild-bred" bunny (ha ha, funny how that translates 2 bitch in madrain)
4. i've never seen bunnies w/ bloches of discolored fur on their face or back.....lvl down da hormones dear
5. bunnies r vegetarains, not pigs who only knows to eat not work(or last time i checked, u never know wat those scientists r up to)
anything else i missed?

now who actually went throu da trouble of reading all that...raise u're hands! ...u get a cookie !