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Entries for June, 2004

June 1st, 2004

fatal error??!!!#$$^%@*

Posted by treasured at 06:37 PM on June 1, 2004.

wat the hell is DrWatson Fatal Error??!!! cause thats wat my laptop kept telling me!! n it keeps closing da windows i have open!!
i still have 2 write my paragraph 4 tam on y i should b treasurey<-did i spell that rite?
well i really cant think of anything 2 say....
1. i wont spend da $$ on my self
2. i know how 2 count
3. when it comes 2 businese i will yell @ ppl 4 money even if they're my friends....so no special treatment?
4. i work in a CPA office so i know how to handle money
hmmm.....does that sound good?
Currently listening to: Baby Vox's Play
Currently reading: WS' Macbeth

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note....

Posted by treasured at 08:15 PM on June 1, 2004.

if the screen appears funky, press F11
its not me.... its u're resolution

*o yeah dont leave anonymous comments please...(even throu i have da option checked).......

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June 6th, 2004

miserable as usual...

Posted by treasured at 01:57 PM on June 6, 2004.

.:萧亚轩:. - 不配
好朋友 多年不见的约会
我以为 你已经无所谓
本来很想问你 有没有为我伤悲
但是我又何苦 勉强你惭愧

我大概只会 问你喝不喝咖啡
你也许不会 问我有没有爱谁
我们再不会 如过去互相安慰
比陌生人还要虚伪

我对你 你对我 关怀谁都不配 谁知道你爱谁
我为你 你为我 流泪都不配 免得再有误会
想念你 这样的话说来太暧昧
我猜你不会为离开我赎罪 也别让我受罪
让我尝到真正永别的滋味

早知道 再没相爱的机会
没想到 再难宾至如归
本来很想笑说 我们就像两兄妹
怕不争气得泪 让我更狼狈

我做你 你做我 朋友都不配 我不是你的谁
我和你 你和我 握手都不配 连见面都不配
想念你 这样的话说来太暧昧
早知道你不会为告别我赎罪 只会让我受罪
让我尝到真正永别的滋味
Currently listening to: Elva's Unfit
Currently reading: Macbeth
Currently feeling: numb

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think happy thoughts

Posted by treasured at 05:27 PM on June 6, 2004.

i found da english translation of [What Can I Do]
geez xtine i was counting on u!! ....not really expecting sushi 2 have chinese fonts....


I wish it would just end like this
I wish it would just be forgotten
Just like the sweet dreams that I dreamt last night,
If I cry like this, will I forget about it?
If I hate like this, will I forget about it?
So that you wont be able to live in my heart anymore..

*Im not really sure..
The tears just keep flowing down
I cant live a moment of forgetting you

**What am I going to do?
I love you so much..
I tried to love separation
And I hoped for you to be happy
And I smiled and let you go
Maybe my love isnt enough yet
You are becoming anxious of my tear stained heart
And you expect to find me again..
(What should I do?) The tears keep flowing..
(What should I do?) My heart is hurting..so much..

I wish that today wasnt happening
I wish that tomorrow wont come
So that I can fall asleep, thinking about you
Im afraid of today passing by
Im afraid of tomorrow coming..
Because Im going to fall asleep in my tearful grievance.
Currently listening to: Baby Vox's I'm Still Loving You

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June 9th, 2004

rain rain go away

Posted by treasured at 09:18 PM on June 9, 2004.

grr....i posted an entry earlier......but somehow it go erased......talk/type later

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June 11th, 2004

yah its friday!!!

Posted by treasured at 07:53 PM on June 11, 2004.

2day was funny
my 80 question history final was a killer. i wonder who wrote it......cause there were a few questions that none of the choice answers were right, n there were typos 2.....*tsk *tsk definately not my history teacher, n it cant b dr. lambert......so that leaves ms.holmes n ms. kerpatric......

so by last period my chem class had nothing 2 do. we were suppose have da part 2 of our final 2day but ppl pushed it back till monday (when there's an ela final.....stupid idiots.....not that i'm worried.....always do good on ela finals.....last year i had da second highest score in my class, the first was bora.....n mrs. johnson somehow thought i cheated, cause i never did any. i would have if she actually assigned any not only in her imagination. i'm not physic u know, or luke). anyways, stacy+jason+ayeesha ended up playing 13. since i usually suck i decided not 2 play. it was hilarious!! they were trying 2 "secretly" play under dr.yu, cause we were suppose 2 study 4 chem. everytime stacy shuffles i of them either coughs or sneezes. n jason put one of stacy's art papers over the cards so it "looks" like we're admiring her art. LOL it u walked by our table we totally look suspicious!
Currently listening to: Elva's Because of You

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June 12th, 2004

singing along w/ elva

Posted by treasured at 11:04 AM on June 12, 2004.

自己人

我看不起的人不是你 只会玩游戏 不是你 不是你
我看不起的人不是你 只懂得呼吸 不是你 不是你
太多人会对别人好奇 很少人会了解自己
太多人有发言的权利 却没承担的勇气
太多人耍性格发脾气 很少人敢说对不起
太多人眼高可惜手低 当然那个 不是你
太多人拥有太多玩具 很少人会懂得珍惜
太多人有太好的演技 却不知道在演戏
太多人为自己而哭泣 很少人为别人欢喜
太多人对世界不满意 希望那个 不是你
你不是我说的人 你是自己人
自己人是少数人 难免会苦闷
你不是我说的人 你是自己人
其他人头脑发昏 哪里找医生
我看不起的人不是你 我看不起的人不是你
说的不是你 说的不是你
你没有问题 你没有问题 说的不是你


一个人的精彩

那天醒来 忽然想开 不愿再做等待的女孩
拿掉戒指 扎起马尾 开始不再想你姿态
接受无奈 承认失败 她才是你的爱
寂寞伴随 自由色彩 迎面来
头发甩甩 大步的走开 不怜悯心底小小悲哀
挥手Bye-Bye 祝你们愉快 我会 一个人活得精采
也许明天 我会选择 自己旅行不轻易恋爱
也许明天 我会遇见 比你更适合的男孩
接受爱情 自有安排 谁才是我的爱
自由色彩 迎面来
头发甩甩 大步的走开 不怜悯心底小小悲哀
挥手Bye-Bye 祝你们愉快 我会 找个人活得精采

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June 16th, 2004

parents never give you a break

Posted by treasured at 08:52 PM on June 16, 2004.

its so not fair!! the first thing my mom does when she gets home is how i shouldnt b sitting around doing nothing; i should b studying 4 my SATs or doing summer reading or previewing materials 4 next year or anything else "constractive". OMG!!! its only the first day of my last exam, the day's not even over yet!!! wat do u want from me!!!! you should be happy that i'm not complaining bout not going to junior prom, n i already have the summer planned out (not w/ useless things), not to mention that i got the highest score in my class on the history final. all that should keep them off my back 4 a while.......but no!!! y do parents assume that if i'm sitting in front a tv means that i have nothing to do, and dont know wat to do, therefore must b given something to do??!!!

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June 18th, 2004

welcome 2 the amazing liz's weird fortune telling!

Posted by treasured at 10:02 PM on June 18, 2004.

today was almost the last day of school.....so it justifies me cutting most of my classes . spent most of my time playing uno w/ ngh. stupid jason wont let me take his picture. it took me 45min 2 get ayeesha's. jenny/victoria didnt even notice that i took her pic . dannella looks very freaky from that particular angle. not as freaky as ying maggie n liz!
during english liz dropped by to show off her amazing fortune telling game about u're love life, b4 i knew it ying voluntared me n liz started her trick. she just picks up the Aces n shuffles the rest of the deck.
Ace of hearts is the guy that u like
Ace of diamonds is u're ex?
Ace of clubs is franklin?
Ace of spades is hieu?
*hieu n franklin r just there 4 kicks
so yeah.... then she arranges the cards w/ their own kind under each Ace which appearently tells u're futher w/ that person. u get to elimanate 1 of the 4. n the other 3 Aces get shuffled n u have 2 pick 1.......the 1 u pick is suppose 2 n the one.....haha yeah rite
guess which 1 i got....hint: its not hieu

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June 19th, 2004

Dear Future Me....

Posted by treasured at 08:29 PM on June 19, 2004.

this message will be sent on december 12, 2004.......

Happy 18th birthday!!! ^o^
yay! u can now legally drive, that is if you bothered to get your license. u better have fun toady no matter how much you're friends forget bout u or how much they forgot u're b-day cause you're 2 lazy 2 keep reminding them.

Its senior year but dont stress too much. no matter what happens think happy thoughts. forget about relationships thats not for you, just keep focusing on keeping u're grades. I'll work in the summer so u wont have to worry bout $$ problems. so no matter what happens u have to go to prom, ok?

remember when the world is being super unfair 2 u, u know who u are, n u'll always keep to u're morals no matter wat anybody else says! so b happy n have a great year! ^_^

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June 20th, 2004

clicking through prom pics

Posted by treasured at 04:17 PM on June 20, 2004.

0. take out money from bank
1. get a haircut
2. buy work clothes
3. buy volleyball
4. buy my chair
Monday.June.21.04 : picnic @ porter
Tuesday.June.22.04 : state street orientation

i wanna look like Eunhye or Miyoon!
omg they're so pretty!....not like me

i dont really wanna get my hair cut shorter 2 much, just some bangs
....havnt had bangs since i was like 8. n even then i had really short hair w/ my bangs so it doesnt look the same....






i dunno y this pic wont show! >.<



How to make a yang
Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

3 parts brilliance

3 parts empathy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little emotion if desired!


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
haha afta watching the stepford wives that sound so wrong.

Currently listening to: Utada Hikaru's Time Will Tell

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^o^

Posted by treasured at 05:30 PM on June 20, 2004.

yes! i finally found my usb cable!! rnt u proud of me, you dont know how much crap i had to go through to find it
if you want the bigger/original version, im me. IM me!! NOT EMAIL!!

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June 21st, 2004

Disorder | Rating

Posted by treasured at 09:10 PM on June 21, 2004.

Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

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June 22nd, 2004

$_$

Posted by treasured at 08:22 PM on June 22, 2004.

today was so tiring! we met in front of my hr after hr, n we stood there 4 like 10 minutes. then we went the really long way to ms. williams' class to pick up donation cloth we got for DESI. afterwards we went to carrie's house i dono y. later ppl decided to go to the movies @ boston commons to kill time. too bad the terminal was soldout. so then they(anusha, carrie, christine, maggie, kristina, sharon n me) walked to nathaniel square. i took the train back to new england medical around 11 to meet up w/ ying, cause she's suppose 2 take me to that hair place. but she never showed up cause she never really got up. so i ended up going to her house n watching ayumi commericals (in slow motion, talk bout totureous) until it was time for da state street meeting. it was so freaky. we planned a game called how many ways can u get fired?
if u dont wear the rite clothes u'll get fired
if u dont speak properly u'll get fired
if u're cell phone rings u'll get fired
if u go online u'll get fired
if u talk to u're friends who also work @ state street u'll get fired
if u're late u'll get fired
.......there's probably more but i just cant remember rite now
but afterwards i went to get my hair cut. u really cant tell the difference, i think, until i tie it up....so yeah......

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June 25th, 2004

...........

Posted by treasured at 05:38 PM on June 25, 2004.

my parents are INSANE!!! n they call themselves educated. about last week my dad went out n bought 3 turtles. n not one of those baby turtles, they're big!!
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i forgot 2 tell u guys. my parents bought the turtles so they can "free" them for good luck(weird chinese superstition). so around the turtles necks, my parents put like a paper dogtag thingie w/ my mom n my name, our b-days n stuff. because of the sounding in chinese when u say "free turtle", it is interpreted that by freeing them u get rid of bad luck. appearantly me n my mom have had too much bad luck since she had lung cancer n i got hit by a car, etc. but its a complete waste of money!! to buy 3 turtles ppl usually buy to eat. it probably costed more than $100. so now they're expecting everything to go our way. which is not gonna happen just because they bribed off "god". its so stupid! they'll b expecting great grades next year cause they got rid off "the bad spirit" that have been plaguing me 4 the past 3 years. thats y i called them "ISANE". even if my grades do go up, its not because they let go a couple of turtles, but because i worked my butt off. n wat if my grade dont improve? huh? where's u're "good luck" then?

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June 27th, 2004

gaze into the crystal ball....

Posted by treasured at 10:37 AM on June 27, 2004.

i got a set of tarot cards yesterday when i bought sharon's present : a vodoo set! muwahahaha!!! so yeah..... i was really bored so i did a reading for myself. since all the cards came out upside down, i have to use the reversed meaning.
Two of Swords : Malicious trouble-making. Betrayal by someone you trust, trickery, and fraud. Your own indecision may be to blame.
Three of Pentacles : A waste of talent. Attitudes that are too conservative, or a refusal to take a risk.
Six of Pentacles : Money flowing out like water. The squandering of resources. Careless loss of possessions.
Eight of Pentacles : Impatience, a desire for quick success at the expense of reputation and quality. The loss of a job.

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