went to c da fireworks w/ ying, carrie, ber, n kiril yesterday. we couldnt find a place to sit cause we got to charles river around 5ish? so we just ended up sitting in da middle of a road. when the fireworks first started it was so scarry!! cause there wasnt any warning or anything, just all of a sudden something exploaded. i was so scared! n we were pretty close to the river too......water=bad!! ber used kiril as an all purpose couch whom also runs errands. lol its amazing that he was still able to stand after it all. carrie had to leave early cause her bummy parents wanted her home b4 dark. ying had to go home by herself cause her dad got sick of waiting 4 her. when i feel like reinstalling my camera software i'll upload da pics......until then stay tormented

work was so crappy!! especially the ppl. my superviser wasnt even here! not that he's ever in westwood from wat i hear from other ppl. he thought that i was suppose 2 start on da 16th of July of the 6th. but i ended up working immediately anyway. da superviser was suppose 2 show me around the building n plan out my hours n how i get paid. but instead tony showed me how to do upgrades, i upgraded half of da computers on da second floor. so tired from walking!! n da other workers r so weird! they all look @ me as if i dont know wat i'm doing. since there was a storm last weekend, a lot of da computers got fried. o yeah i work under technical support, which ranges from cleaning keyboards to recovering circuit boards. overall i like my job....i just dont like the other employees. they really wasnt wat i had in mind of state street workers.....so petty n childlike...

6:15 get up
7:15 leave for work
8:00 - 4:00 work
4:30 - 6:00 aim/computer/free time
6:00 - 8:00 SAT cram session
8:00 - 8:30 dinner
8:30 - 10:00 reading time

so if any of u guys wanna talk to me, get on aim from 4:30 - 6 or call me after 9

did my time card thingie today. dunno why but me n daneila's time came out to be the same even though she put in more time then i did ....so yeah..... feel so bad for her thou, she have to do all this stuff when i barely do anything. finished reading Candide n now moving on to The Kitchen God's Wife. i really like amy tan .

anyways went w/ star to go "shopping" on sunday, so she could meet up w/ her friend from rode island. its so funny that everytime she meets some1, she's either trying to dump them or tell them she just want to b friends. i have to go w/ her cause her parents trust me. since i'm older n know where i'm going. lol star is SOOOO T blind, wat would she do w/o me....

since i have nothing to do these days, keeps accidentally hurting myself >.< . cause yesterday was rainy, i played volleyball in our study. lets just put that in da top 25 stupid things i shouldnt do! cause i ended up jumping too high n slamed my rite hand on to da ceiling fan! something happened to my thumb (even though i couldnt c da cut). n while i was looking 4 a band-aid it started bleeding badly n under da fingernail too! i was so scared that i started freaking out... i was home by myself n almost torn da cabnet apart to find band-aid. c wat happens when u leave me alone?

o yeah i finished The Kitchen God's Wife!! so good....da WWII parts made me cry.... i was @ work too.... so until i get a new book i'll b doing nothing @ work so all u other state st. ppl....entertain me!!

btw u guys, did u hear bout da big fight in east/south? boston (place near dorchester?) w/ a lot of white n azn kids fighting against each other? one of da viet kids died on da spot n like 2 other ppl were injuried...... i wonder if my one from my TKD class was involved....cause da paper said a dorchestor gang was envolved... and da 1st thing that poped up in my mind was vinh n his sister sue....

*se7en skates like a god ^_^

i watched the korean movie "my sassy girl" last nite. its so good n funny!! the lead actor is soooo adorable! ^o^ everybody calls him dumb n slow but he's really sincere n sweet. such a good movie!! in the story the guy was on his way to his aunt house (to comfort her for the loss of his son). but when he gets in the train station, he sees this girl who's drunk n wobblely. so he goes n pulls her back from the edge of the platform rite b4 da train comes. thats how da couple meets. it turns out that the girl is really weird n mean n she threatens him into hanging out w/ her, n she passes out everytime after her 3rd cup of alchol (her dad does the same thing! lol). so if any of u r bored, go download this movie!
*dont worry there's subtitles both in english n chinese

memorizing da romanji to sakura drops, lots n lots of time to kill! cant believe its only 9:45 in da morning wat will i do for the rest of the day?!! i mean its nice to have a job where u dont do anything but it gets boring after like 2 weeks.
*sigh sigh* last week i was so bored that i drew fanpics for daniela's lil shrine. definately need a change of scenary....any suggestions?

Travelling

Uh, Uh, Come on, yea!
Wha’ch doin’ tonight, Let’s go for a ride!
Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru
Oooh Woa!

I’m a workaholic even on Friday afternoons
Snatchin’ up a taxi is easy, (and I jump right in)…
I’ve got my eye on you

The taxi driver looks to me and says "Where to?"
Oh, just kinda over there
“The bad economy's a problem (closing)
Please watch out for the door”

Riding on the wind, Climbing up to the moon
My place is here… right next to you
The problem is it’s hard to go home
Admist the dreamy spring night

Traveling, with you, Traveling, onward
Lighting up the asphalt (“In the asphalt, blazing up a trail”)
Traveling, where
Traveling, are you going?
To anywhere far

Traveling, beyond, Traveling, get down (“shake it”)
Let the light shine away all your troubles
Traveling, let’s fly now
Traveling, speed up
Even though we're not in a hurry

Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru
Oooh Woa!
Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru, Ta ta ru

There's a song and I want to sing it
Over and over again
So I can spur my feelings on until they won’t stop
That’s the plan

Partying with the waves, Thanking the clouds
I finally met you
Because we're young
Nothing more than dust blowing in the wind

Traveling, our hearts
Traveling, press closer
Now and forever let's abandon the usual
Traveling, this place is
Traveling, shabby [and]
Our destination is not here.

Traveling, Your window
Traveling, open it
There’s nothing to fear
Traveling, here
Traveling, all is well
Everything [wonderful/good] we’ve got is in our hearts

This is the time to dance and have fun
Don’t hold it back tonight
The hidden wishes in your heart are gonna hurt you
Put up your hands and have some fun!
And why does
Some wariness remain

Traveling, with you
Traveling, still
In the asphalt, blazing a trail
Traveling, where
Traveling, are you?
The good times are about to begin

Traveling, let’s fly now
Traveling, shake it
Let the light shine away all your troubles
Traveling, let’s fly now
Traveling, speed up
I don’t want to stop

Can you take me up?
You look quite good.
Can you keep it up?
I would like to.
Can you take me up?
You look quite good.
Can you keep it up?
Ohhao oa oooh ohh whoa oh ohhoa (Traaaaaveling)
Oh woa ohoa oha ohhh (Ohhhhhhh Traaaaveling)……
Don’t stop now, Don’t stop now, Don’t stop now, oooh whoa…

talked to star on da phone for like 3 hours last nite....so tired!! we were talking bout how disappointed we would b if ppl like our friend lan who do less work would end up happier than us in the long run (which reminds me that i had a very interesting talk with daniela on suicide during lunch yesterday). cause if u think about it, is it really worth it to work u're butt off to get into a top-ish college n get the same job as someone who's not as educated? o well dont wanna think anymore....it just depresses me more.

during practice yesterday star got really bored cause we had to wait for the adult/really old ppl to finish class so we could practice. so star started putting eyeliner on me to cure my fear of it (it didnt work ) n connie was just laughing @ us. unfortunately my dance teach was taping da lesson as a demo..... so yeah...u could c 5 secs of us rolling on da floor in the back (<-- our reaction towards my eyeliner ).
n yeah guess wat? we'll b dancing on dead ppl's graves today....just like last yr, n the yr b4.... -.-" they say 3 is a charm. last yr sushi came but she came too late so she didnt get 2 c me dance...when does she get off work again? o well this yr we're the last performance so we dont go on until 7. who wants to come? (i can give ppl rides) its da forest hills latern festival (<-- i bet nothing in that sentence is spelled correctly, but u know wat i mean)... n yeah dont call me b4 4:30 cause i left my cell @ home

* i noticed that star have lots of black-mail-able pictures of norman n margrait <-- duno how to spell as usual....ppl should stick to easy names

changed the layout cause da solution was weird unless u were either in netscape or solution was really big. so anyways the new one isnt colorfull! muwahahaha.....
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To My Dear Seevakers!!!
we should start looking for topics!! since its facing history and da topic requirements are pretty much da same, we can kinda assume its human rights-ish related. so any suggestions?!! i think our basic requirements were: no polition, better not b anyone/anything american or british.....so umm yeah...while i'm brushing up on my flash, just go to google n just look for stuff when u wanna avoid work (daniela)

I've lost something important because of small things
The cold ring showed its glimmer to me
I said, "All I need is today," but that wasn't the case
The door to you vanished without a sound

The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
That way the door won't make a sound

I wanted to become the only one who can heal you, who is needed by everyone,
and I've endured it a little too much

To wish for own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up

The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once

As the small earth rotates, I learn to become more kind
I want to hug you once more, as soft as I can

mom finally went n acshed my check yesterday. i ended up giving my parents $100 each for their troubles, which leaves me with 30 dollars or so. this should b enough for me to buy food until da next pay check. which reminds me that i still have to do my time card for this week. definately gonna bring my lap top next week so i wont b so bored that i play zoo keeper all day long.

[edit] nooo!! they even blockd zoo keeper!! wth!! i could play it in da morning, n when i came back from lunch it is firewired from da state street proxy!! they keep blocking every new non-work-related site i go to. wats next?!! will they block this??!!!

went to xtine's "surprise" bday party after work. got there around 5:30, yes! i was da second person there (after maggie). we got a table for ten n waited for other ppl to come. omg!! maggie's like a lemonade machine!! she got like 5 refills n the waitress was like, u knoww wat, no more refills for you! lol. ber bought da cake shaped like a duck pond n daniela was attempting to steal eating utensils. it took xtine n khanh a long time to get to chile's so we all had to wait, while sushi was retelling how ba her day had been. when they finally got here it was so funny cause xtine just stood there and stared for like 5 minutes. khanh brought a friend that no one knows n his friend's gf look really shy. there was one time when da chile's ppl started singing their happy birthday song, n xtine thought that it was for her....but they walked past our table!! (cause her bday special was after we all finished eating). it was really funny. n @ presents time khanh got xtine a Ti 83....... but it turns out that xtine already had a Ti 89! n he was like WAT??!!! how come i didnt know this??!! n for the rest of da time he was like WAT??!!! i felt bad cause my "present" was barely tangible. i wanted to get her a domain, but da name endless-love.net was already taken so i didnt know wat to do. so i just ended up getting her Photoshop Illustrator n left her a note on da cd.

my uncle's here to visit from china. he'll b staying @ our house for a week. so my mom took us all to eat fake chinese cook cause my parents were too "busy" to cook. we ended up eating (food that costed) soo much money!! i think my parents have already used up all da money i gave them from 1st week of work . n i had to give my uncle my laptop internet cable, but his laptop wasnt formatted to use my cable cause its from china. so i ended up giving him my laptop .
i'm so pooooor rite now. only 10 dollars in my pocket. dont think i'm gonna eat lunch today wat happened to my money??!! i had like $40 last week??
spent hours catching up w/ carrie. but i ended up fallling asleep b4 i could say bye haha sorry bout that....
downloaded a bunch of new movies n anime stuff cause i havnt had time to actually go to a theater . omg!! the notebook is sooo good! it was kinda confusing thou, hey xtine, how did the lady got that way? schizo? o well the ending wasnt as good as i liked... it just kinda... ends....

7:10 - 7:20 i get into my cubicle (normally no 1's there)
7:30 play freecell
9:00 play solitary
10:00 zoo keeper
11:45 - 1:00 lunch
1:30 flash
2:30 japanese/korean
3:30 bug daniela
4:00 LEAVE YAH!!!

i watched 10 things i hate about you and spirited away on my laptop @ work.... so bored nothing to do. good thing we're all hanging out tomorrow! ^o^ ber called me during work bout her computer that crashed, i'll get her da recovery cd next week. good thing i'm on da 3rd floor so no one's around to hear my phone ring .
wat r we doing tomorrow? lets go bowling!! so i can make a fool outa myself again ....haha until then i'll b stuck here @ "work"
yes!! i have to checks to cash
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i'll b online tonight...i think....
*highest lvl 4 zoo keeper= 9 score=22072