maggie didnt suspect a thing!! (due to my good acting, lol) even through there were sooo many signs, like how sharon kept calling her every 10 min. to check where she was, how everyone seemed to disappeared except for me n sushi, n the birthday candle spell in sharon's house when we walked in (LOL maggie thought sharon was smoking sumthing!!), even up to the every end. the whole thing was great! especially when huiyi hid in da closet n xtine jumped up on da chair to show their affection for coco. xtine took planty of pics so check out her site for them. me n xtine had a music fight!! lol she wanted american music n i wanted asian music, so we both turned up the volumn n rocked sharon's house...ehhh...i hope her mom didnt mind....too much....omg!! carrie's "christioned" maggie is sooo freaky!! it repeats back wat u said in a munchiken voice!! n sharon was all teaching it swear words....BAD GIRL!! i wonder wat she teaches coco O_O....we made maggie wear da outfit I bought for her. i still stand by that our present was better than trang n liz's .....that was....definately tooo flashy.

i was really bored so i was playing w/ my tarot cards, so here's wat i got today....
Ten of Swords (up) - you have been feeling that things can't get any worse, but always remember that its darkest before dawn. you'been putting your own interests last, and letting others go first. you feel like a doormat. you feel very powerless and the world is hostile to you.
Ten of Cups (up) - but you will soon embrace happinese and restored to harmony. during this time tension and stress will be reduced, over look the grudges and take this time to bond with the family.
The Star (up) - the star signifies regaining hope and feeling positive. seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, looking forward to success, seeing the way clearer and recieving the answer.
The Devil (down) - ........ i couldnt fnd explanations for up-side-down cards online -.-" ....then i just have to wait till monday

o yeah i looked up the cards for huiyi.....
The Wheel of Fortune (down) - you will close youself to chances, and offers. being surprised at the turning of an event, experience change, but close yourself to all others. (kinda like japan's close-door policy to foriegners lol)
The Temperance (down) - it will be hard for you to find balance, and compromise will not be obtained. you will pull apart from others
Eight of Swords (up) - feeling lost and confused, waiting for outside rescue and avoiding responsibility.
Five of Pentacles (up) - experiencing hard times, feeling insecure. lacking support, feeling excluded, recieving disapproval.

carrie.....i think......or somebody elses??
The Chariot - achieving victory, reaching your goal, being determined to succeed. establishing an identity, feeling self confident
The Emperor - emphasizing structure, creating order out of chaos, sticking to a plan
The High Priestess - accessing the unconscious, opening to dreams and the imagination, being aware of a larger reality, seeing your hidden talents, allowing development
Nine of Wands - expecting the worst, being paranoid, protecting others, persevering, refusing to take "no" for an answer, seeing something through to the end, holding together through force of will, demonstrating physical strength

i know i know! i havnt updated in da longest time... o well i'm tired -.-"(o yeah xtine! u're suppose 2 make me a layout!!)
ok here we go....
robotics started already! which means that i have to go every thursday
n will be gradually become poorer n poorer. its really weird that when i say i'll stop thinking bout something, that thing just appears more n more in my face >.<... i dont wanna think bout it! have more important things to worry bout , like my evelops n term projects/tests. but somehow i cant help myself i see them more n more everyday now, its kinda hard to ignore. anyways, been practing 4 da sing off (carrie's net friends r weird!! o_O). it is officially confirmed that i am tone deaf!! xtine gotta help me on that.
now on all the things i have to do this weekend...finish 20 stupid government analysis.study 4 ch4 test.pass in stat project.study 4 stat test.study 4 physics term final. pass in envelopes.study 4 sat II. eat lots n lots of chocolate ^_^.
it was so funny after red cross...me, sushi, kathleen, n carrie were suppose to go n eat @ bertucci's. but carrie wanted to go to da fleet bank to cash her checks. so we had to walk all da way to chinatown...but the bank was closed!! kathleen swore that she'll kill carrie after she pays 4 our food. then we walked around chinatown while linking our arms together (human chain!!). it was hilarious cause we were totally being hazards to public transportation, this one guy was like "is this how a bunny line looks like?" (<-wth??!) we had to separat when we walked through one of the construction streets, but then we couldnt decide on wat to eat...gosh everything would have been so much easier if we just went to bertucci's!! ended up going to wendy's -.-". then everybody went home n i walked to b&n to kill time. read inuyasha n vampire game, its so sad!! inuyasha is sush a jerk, how can he pick a dead girl over a live one?!!
went to dance class, finished da tibet dance, maybe i'll perform it 4 azn nite. jenny's teaching today. lol. its so hilarious to see her teach susan belly dancing, while her(susan's) mom is having a heart attack in the back. i have to finish my dance with susan next week. hope star comes back soon (u promised that u'll b back 4 my dance!! T_T screw field hockey, u can always drop outa noble&green n come 2 my school ^_^).

omg!! like half of da ppl in my government class isnt here today. ying's next to me bs-ing her college essays. o my freaking god!! like nothing in her essay is true!! except that her name is ying, and the name of her family members...like 1 more hour until school is over -.-"
i think Smith is coming today, but i dono if i can go cause i have choir. grr...i cant believe how some people can bs so much w/o even blinking!! its not fair, i wonder if the colleges can tell if someone bs... more grr....
i have nothing to do rite now, have study next. i forgot like half of my analysis @ home today cause i stayed up til morning to finish them...o well i'll just scan them n send it when i get home... so sleepy...
ying annoys me sooooo much. everything about her annoys me!!! her laugh, her carelessness, n her freaking ability to bs!!! i mean how can someone say something w/o considering the consequences??! n she's so blunt, i mean there are just things u dont talk bout w/ other ppl.

i hope no one comes to my house today...so far so good...-.-" i hate lito kids who ask me 4 candy. i wanna keep it all to myself!! ^_^ the "halloween party" was fun, thou i got abused by everybody. i am often da casualty during xtine n huiyi's flight from kk's dog -.-" sharon pissed me off during da pillow fight, too bad i couldnt really hurt her since i was in a dress n bare foot. it would have been a good oppertunaty to get her back 4 all da bad things she did in da past. didnt do much on saturday. over slept so didnt go to red cross. da broadcast of da parade scared me into staying home da whole day. Star kept calling me but every time i pick up, i can hear her but she couldnt hear me?? that happens alot when ppl call me....my mom wants me to dress up again so she can take a pic of my first halloween costum @ age 17, so she can show my relatives. how sad is that -.-" i'll probably spend the rest of today studying my sats until i remember anything else from school that i have to do... i'm out