LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!!!
i cant even have 5 min to myself without my mom busting into my room!! grrr.... how am i suppose 2 do hw with her always pestering over me and checking up on me??!! its like 11:30 and she's still argueing with me. STUPID PERSON!!!!!! if i knew how to swear i would! she doesnt even know how to do anything!! bugging me bout every little thing. as if its my fault that her computer is slow!! yeah like i have the energy or time to actually sabbatog. its my computer too, actually, IT IS MY COMPUTER!!
STOP TRYING TO HACK INTO MY LIFE! its not like i'm even living a life! in the past 16 yrs i've done everything you wanted me to, so i can be the perfect daughter. i go to the school u want me to, i take classes u approved for me, i play the role you've idealized. but you know what, i'm not perfect!!! i'm sorry that i cant get into harvard so u can go show off to other ppl! but dont you think its enough for a iliterate farmer's grandaughter just to get into a top high school? when most of her cousens didnt even graduate from middle school?? i've always been between what i want and what is "right", or rather what you what. BUT WHAT ABOUT WHAT I WANT??!! i'm sorry that i cant be the kind of rags-to-riches story you see on newspapers, i probably wont ever be on the papers or news for anything academic -.-" (of course appearence for dance doesnt count since i wont get paid for that)
STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ON ME!!! IF YOU ARE HAVING A MID-LIFE CRISIS THEN DEAL WITH IT YOURSELF!!! DONT TELL ME THAT AND TELL ME I SHOULD BEND TO YOUR CRAZY WHIM JUST BECAUSE. TOO BAD!! CAUSE I'M NOT 6 YRS OLD ANYMORE, WHEN I ACTUALLY BELIEVED THAT ADULTS KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING!!! KEEP U'RE BITCHING TO U'RE SELF!!

yeah...i was like really mad yesterday. cant wait till college! as if wellesley will actually take me -.-" but we can always hope ^_^ my bday is this sunday!! i'll be...18 yrs old ^o^, only second to maggie. carrie who are u calling baby >.< !!
so far i have no plans for this weekend!! hint hint

o yes, just to get on sushi's nerves, here are some of the computer based games you can play...
1. conquer
2. monster and me
3. maple story
4. survival project
5. gunbound

Heh...It's amazing just how much nonsense shit this crossed eyed girl has to say about me. See, the thing is how exactly am I a worthless slut when I don't even act like one? Damn chick, if you don't know the real reason of why I went to China back in April, then shut the fuck up. As for my sns, I use bunny becuz that's my nickname. Shit face, and as for talkin about my skin... u really shoudnt be talkin cuz urs is worst than mine. At least mine ain't flaky and nasty looking. And ur hair... my god is it greasy... do you wash that shit? But enuf of this shit... honestly I know that I'm not what you say I am. I'm not about to waste my time talkin shit. I honestly dont even fuckin care what you say about me cuz my name just somehow always comes outta your shit talkin mouth. Seriously lay off... why you be sweating me so much? Mad people be tellin me u still be runnin ur nasty mouth about me. Just please, shut up and stop fuckin sweatin me

first of all....LOL!! nonsense? look who's talking! it would take a good ten minutes just to decipher your pig latin here. seriously woman, think about your future! an interview like that wont even get you a job at mcdonalds! i also find it so amazing that practically no one thought that i was the one you were talking about, guess you need to sharpen up on your verbal skills. geez what do they teach you at brookline, basket weaving?

second i admire you, it must take so much courage to admit to yourself that you are a worthless slut (low; despicable, a woman considered sexually promiscuous) for that you get props. so where do you draw the line between knowing and not knowing? having your mom stalk me on the phone for about 4 hours, telling me your life story, and begging me to save her daughter seems enough to me to say that i know what i'm talking about.

third if your not going to waste your time then why are you taking the time to refer back to an entry i wrote back in march?? did you skip a whole day of school just to do that? i feel so honored. ^_^

as for "bunny".....o yeah i totally see the resemblance. you live in a burrow, and can proabaly reproduce faster than *some people* can eat

and finally, everything that is "wrong" with me are things that i'm born with. unlike you whose face is pock marked because of your hormones, i have eczema, even though my face still look clear than yours. you probably dont even know what eczema is since you cheated your way through 2 yrs of biology. Nevertheless i'm not the one who attempts to reconstruct her face with pounds of makeup so that she'll get some attention. hair? honey, you dont have hair, you have straws. i guess thats the price you have to pay to dye your head. lets just hope that your dont die of lead posioning, because thats a way too easy death than what you deserve. then again we probably wont have to wait too long before all the chemicals you've injected into your body to act up. nasty mouth? you just used "shit" not to mention other things 7 times in your last paragraph. i think its undisputable that you are the one with the problem.

anyways, arent you just so convincing in your arguements. i would just love to convinct you in court 10 years from now. its people like you that keeps me going through my dubious course towards becoming a lawyer. so thanks a whole bunch for your inspiration, it was just what i needed. have a nice day

OMG OMG OMG!!!! get me tickets!!!! its cheapest tickets are $58!! you know to da jay chou concert!!! @ mohogony sun!! i'll b 18 by then!! wait...can u get in to a casino if u're 18?? of course you can!!!

i can hear my stomach digest!!! what is wrong w/ me?? during robotics my tummy kept grumbling n i didnt feel good. no, its not cause i was hungry, since it only started to make noises after i ate >.< it doing it again?? totally annoys me!! n liz's theory on tape worms is freaking me out o_O
anywayz, not a lota ppl showed up for robotics cause "they have so much work to do". well tomorrow is friday, or as i would like to call it dooms day!! since every friday we have a spanish write in which i never managed to get above a check- T_T
at least i hope i will have presents tomorrow to brighten up my day ^_^

hey guess wat? my house *almost* got burned down yesterday ^_^ good thing da fire alarm woke me up, or else i wouldnt be here rite now. cant believe mom left da house w/ da stove on TT^TT

bla stupid sharon, u just bad to run across da street to get soda now i've misaligned my knee cap cause of it. and the chinese "correct bone water" my dad put on my knee is making my eyes watery T_T
thanx for da party u guys!! ^o^ it was the best i've ever had! expect carrie's crazy games :p lol jk i havnt played games like that since ...summerbridge and project athena!! cant believe u guys made me snoop around xtine's house to find my presents. who hides presents in the bathroom or in the oven??!! charades was funny and that napkin game was hilarious. i luv my presents and i luv u guys!! hopefully this wont be my last bday w/ u guys TT^TT

GIVE ME PICS PPL!!

[edit] december 13th 2004
went to da doctors after school today...ah ha! i was rite ^_^ my knee is is dislocated and i twisted something (the doctor said so *nod nod*) i'm so smart! *pats myself on da head* lol. but this also means that i'm restricted from dance for 3 weeks, and is in need of crutches + physical therapy -.-" my dance teacher is gonna kill me since winter is our busyist season, and lan's already out cause of her foot surgery. O_o this totally scares me, i've never had injuries before! i must be getting old TT^TT

lol, so i started taking random pics of myself XD



if i'm lucky i'll be all better by december 31st
hmm i wonder wat physical therapy is like?

[RIP Ms. Devin]

since someone asked me what i want for xmas, here is my new list...
1. i need a mouse (the kind that comes w/ a usb tail) my mom broke our old one outa frastration
2. CD-RW or DVD+R
3. pretty writing utensils or erasers or notebooks (trust me ineedit!! ppl kept "borrowing" from me)
4. makeup set, the kind that comes in a box, i need one for "stage makeup"
5. The Global Warming book Mr. O was talking about
6. MLA Research Guide Book
well these are some things that i actually need, but feel free to get me other stuff if you so desire




presents i received for my bday
1. pretty pretty watch
2. hair curler!! ^_^
3. cute piggie cup + blue bear stationary
4. i finally have a tare panda plushie!!! ^o^
5. awsome purse!! (lol i wonder wat sushi will say about this)
i luv u guys

went to da doctors again today, they made me take x-rays n then gave me a knee brace. i would have to wear slacks all week so that da brace would fit underneath >.< i dont even own slacks!!! then i have a MRI appointment this saturday, which means no red cross again. how in the world am i ever gonna finish my 100 hours of community service?? TT^TT one thing just comes up after another >.