痛快去爱 痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动
生命给了什么 我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过

每一天 都是一个节庆
每件事 都发生来丰富我的记忆
很好奇 还有谁等着闯进我日记
欢迎光临 亲爱的 请享用我的感情

痛快去爱 痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动
生命给了什么 我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过 痛快去感动

笑与哭都值得用力气
吻和泪 都是该表框纪念的痕迹
很乐意 每段路都有陌生人同行
爱或伤害都欢呼 都是活过的证据

痛快去爱 痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动
生命给了什么 我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过

艳阳暴雨 不要客气
请一直澎拜我 热切的血液
我活着的目的 就是活得鲜明

痛快迎接痛快等候 痛快去失控 痛快去触碰
生命安排什么 我就感谢什么
每颗人间烟火 全都美丽了我

痛快去爱 痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动
生命给了什么 我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过
痛快去爱 痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤 痛快去感动
生命给了什么 我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火 全都不要错过 痛快去感受

i cant get started on my homework until my mom have gone to sleep. n its now 11:30 n she still hasnt gone to sleep yet >.< she normally gets off of work around 8:00, which is when i usually start on my homework. she says that she cant go to sleep until she's seen me complete all my homework, and she literally watches me do my work, so its like double prison!! boston latin is already like a jail, n now i have to live in a cell under constant supervision even when i'm in my house!! TT_TT did i mention that my door does not close??!! its directly connected to the office and my mom can see me doing homework. n when i go to the bathroom or go get food she uses the time to go through my notebooks and folders to see what i'm doing. i'm telling you its like JAIL!!! i cant concentrate on writing papers when my mom is peaking over my shoulder everytime i pause to think. so u know what i do?? i pretend that i've finished my homework, then wait for her to go to sleep so i can actually start on my hw and study!! do u know how time and energy consuming that is??!! cause my mom wants me to go to sleep rite after i've finished my homework, so i have to pretend to go to sleep and then get up after she went to sleep. a lot of times i really do actually end up falling asleep when i pretend since my mom doesnt sleep until 11-ish, and i'm put to bed around 10. so then i end up getting no work done, when my mom thinks that i've finished everything. TT_TT this whole thing would be so much easier if she just left me alone!!

GOD!! what can i do to make her go to sleep??!! i cant start on my reading yet since that she thinks that i've finished it and the report yesterday!! n i need to finish my college essay and print evelopes for ms. cousens for UMASS!! but i cant do any of that either cause my mom thinks that i've done all that already!! she doesnt sleep until i sleep, or nite until she finishes her paperwork. yesterday/this morning i only had 2 hrs of sleep cause of all da work i had to do after my mom slept. what should i do?? should i fake sleep again? but what if i really do fall asleep??!! ahh!! its already 12!! its gonna be a long nite/morning -__-"

出海口已经不远 我丢着空瓶许愿
海与天连成一线 在沙洲对你埋怨

芦苇花白茫一遍 爱过你短暂停留的容颜
南方的冬天

我的心却无法事过境迁
你觅食爱情的那一张脸
过境说的永远 随着涨潮不见
变成我记忆里的明信片

你的爱飞很远 像候鸟看不见
在湿地的水面 那伤心乱成一遍
你的爱飞很远 像候鸟季节变迁
我含泪面向着北边

你的爱飞很远 像候鸟看不见
我站在河岸边 被树丛隔离想念
你的爱飞很远 像候鸟季节变迁
你往北向南说再见 再见 再见

da tabulas site update erased my layouts!!! TT_TT must reupload when i get home...
i got a new phone on saturday!! ^o^ its a motorola v220. i still need to buy a case, earphones, n da usb cable. i bought them on ebay for like $20 and am now patiently waiting. its so cool, i cant wait till i can download games on to it.
robotics kickoff was last weekend too. this year's game is weird... you have to pile polytetrahygons in rows of 3 to get bonus points or else u only get 3 pts each. its really about strategy this yr rather than equipment, although vision would be vital towards those extra capped tetra. yah!! my *expertise* in those games may finally be useful!! so for robotics this year i wanna work on da website, strategy, n i kinda wanted to be a human player or driver is that too much to ask? lol well i wont be too bumed out if i dont get to be a driver since i've never piloted a robot before, but video games count too rite?

i got sick last weekend so didnt go any where after my interview. sorry guys, sorry i couldnt share my germs so u guys would miss school too. mom keep giving me these weird chinese recipes for 3 days. lets just say "useless" is an understatement. on the 3rd day we bought robotussin....and TA DA!! all better ^_^ oh the miracles of modern medicine -_-" but of course mom refuses to believe that the "medicine " was useless. it's not its fault that it didnt work on me, its my fault because i didnt have the mental power to get better -___-""
my mom finally decided to let me buy a laptop after i realized that i had enough money in cash to buy one. but now I dont know which one i should buy!! i'm torn between the SONY S360 or the K35
HELP ME DECIDE!! i wanna buy one soon so i can use it for seevak or robotics

...until NOW!! that i got my baby!! ^_^ its so pretty!! i just wanna pet it lol.
i was so sick yesterday that i couldnt tell up from down, so not to mention study at all. got to school, somebody told me that we had a gov test on 20 pages of material, so i study like crazy during stat. then went n failed my gov test -__-"
next i had study, since i *thought* i had no other test i proceeded to read House of Spirits thinking i was behind. of course i wasnt expecting to present my book in physics rite after study -_____-""""" so i ended up having to wing the whole thing, good thing i still had my backup report in my folder, the pretty one maggie gave me ^_^. it was a lot easier to avoid mr. O n just focus on issac who was falling asleep during the entire time i was talking ^_^. although somehow that didnt comfort me enough to stop me from rambling. everyboy was really confused @ what i was saying, that's ok. not that they care anway
later i found out that i really didnt have to waste my study reading that hell book since i was ahead anywayz....
then i had a surprise TEST in greek, well only surprise cause i wasnt here yesterday >_
and to wrap up the day,
OMG!! ms. omalley left me!! TT_TT

o did i mention trying to burn your own copy of recovery dics takes a hell long time??!! i've already wasted like 4 CDs cause it kept error-ing around CD 5 of 6!!! -____-

la la la
turn u're head
bla bla bla
nod u're head
jump up n down
then say yes yes yes : 3

lol yup yup i'm bored. good job everbody @ bangara bash!! i guess all sushi's hard work payed off ^_^ since complaining never gets me what i want, i wont even start -__- so u shouldnt either. u know wat i mean, u know who u're real friends are. i left before all the other desi ppl did, sorry guys mom's wrath calls. i'll post my pix up soon...in the near future...maybe not XP

i have another tsunami tributed performance next weekend @ john hancock. the ticket price is $50 and every performance group have to contribute $100!! well i hope we raise lots of money. its snowing so much outside!! why cant it snow on a weekday TT_TT

baby vox is auditioning for a 5th member in china!! since eujin is going solo, baby v need a new member, n they're looking for one in china. i wanna go n audition >_< but i'm probably too fat anyways TT_TT just a thought

after much shoveling, i decided to go through my closet n try on fancy cloth. man i look so bad in my dresses!! its like i have no waist, the dress just goes straight down. TT_TT must loose mad weight. today i am 111pounds, i swear that by feb. i'll be 108, 105 by march, 102 by april!! thats do-able rite? ^_^ i'll achieve it even if i have to exercise like crazy

since i'm feeling so bored, i'll post up da pix from friday :D

ok say that there are these 2 guys rite
one of them always makes u're heart pound whenever u're with him, and u're always lost for words cause u dont know wats the rite thing to say
while being with the other somehow brighten up u're day and just talking to him makes u wanna smile

which guy would you pick? hypothetically of course XD

5 days of no school!! well almost...

went to the tsunami relief fund raising show @ john hancock yesterday. saw a lota familiar faces thou i really didnt wanna see some particular ones. we were in the same dressing room as three years ago. the very same room where i lost my first cell phone -.-" brings back memories doesnt it. n back then i was still one of the youngest. i saw my friend yy(yuyang yang<--see our name isnt da same!!) she was dancing w/ cambrige still. she got into harvard early n since she's from CRLS, she get a free ride -___-""" this makes me wonder y the hell i went to BLS instead.
LOL before we went on my dance teacher was giving us some last minute advice....
u see them? *pointing to the group before us* they're smiley. dont smile, i dont want u to smile. this isnt a happy occasion. i want u to look sad n reach out (metaphorically) and beg the audience for a donation. make them feel guilty!!! lol i think this got to be the most hilarious speech she's ever given us.
here are some other memoriable things during the preshow...
camilla aka the devil
susan aka the easter bunny aka benidict arnold!!!
connie aka the Godmother (u know like the Godfather in a mafia)
*camilla: lets make a bonfire w/ our sleeves n cook the easter bunny ^_^
*connie: pass the whore stick please
*star: when all else fails, covergirl comes to the rescue
star: honey y would u ditch me n shopping for school??!! i mean shopping!! (o the unthinkable)
*jenny: OMG!! is that powder on the floor!! TT_TT (it turned out to be a piece of smashed cookie)
*lan: i am so not walking in that (snow+ice), it would totally ruin my bleached sneakers
lan: that guy's bangin!! (-__-" honey, u're 13)
*me: i cant take off my headdress its fixed on by 100 pins
man, i look creepy w/ eyeliner. y did i agree to let star draw on me?? -__-