today is that one of those days when i want to bang my head against a desk. my lil experiment went awfully wrong so i had to cover it up w/ silver eyeshadow. but it only ended up smudging/blending with the "waterproof" black, so it looked grayish blue. but good thing it was waterproof cause i ended up crying during my "interview". we had to wait for like half an hour cause the director of admissions had a meeting. after the meeting my mom just rushed me home cause she didnt want my dad to wait to long. she walked me to the T station T_T so i didnt even have a chance to shop. talked dad into buying a cake, so that'll be my consulation present. our 800 min family plan is out cause my uncle is in the country this month. since he's here for businese meetings, he talks ALOT!! already used up all our rollover minutes too. so until march 16th my phone will be off. i finally finished redownlading the DDR pack for my PC, i lost it last time after my computer crashed in may. but guess what.....my DDR pads died out during its 8 month dormant period, i told mom not to fold it!! now i gotta get new pads, n i barely used this one (only twice) before my computer crashed T__T. a DDR pad costs like $15, n thats $15 i've wasted on my old pad which was barely used.

please snow tomorrow, n snow lots. it would make my week : )

la la la..... really really bored
even though i have two tests tomorrow which i havnt studied for, i still dont feel like studying
take my quizz u guys, since i had to take your's. it made me feel bad that i didnt get above 80s. so now i will make u suffer ^_^

checked the weather today, its still suppose to snow tomorrow n thursday, but somehow i dont think we'll be getting more snow days -___-. it should be sunny on friday n saturday so we wont freeze in new hampshire. aish....i still have to go get my forms

my photoshop will expire in 6 days. xtine u've got 6 days n counting to redeem u're self!! or else i will install nasty trojans on u're laptop. ^_^ okie dokie?

new layout! ^_^ u guys like? even though i'm suppose to be studying for my 3 tests....i always managed to do something else when i should study *sigh* cant help it -___- studying is just so.....boring lol

some reminders:
1. bring in AP check
2. get permission slip signed n passed in
3. study for government.statistics.physics
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The Rose O.S.T - Maybe One Day
maybe one day, i'll fall in love with you
maybe one day, we'll be together
maybe one day, you'll remember me
maybe one day, we'll all forget

even when things happen
we still have to believe
when you open your eyes
take a look at my heart

if everything will happen
why not leave a beautiful memory?
when i look into your eyes
i'm waiting for a miracle

maybe one day, i'm waiting for that day
i'm waiting for a miracle

no school for me tomorrow!! V(^o^)V yah yah!! going to the NH regional tomorrow. i seriously hope that the bus doesnt leave w/o me T_T that would be soo wrong. but is it better for me to stay home?

ok, there's some things i gotta do before i leave....
1. fill out forms/bring forms
2. charge batteries.batteries found
3. clean out bag
4. bring sunglasses, dont wanna be blind
5. digi.cleaned out memory
6. $_$. how much do u think i'll need?
7. cell.charging
8. mp3.hat.pen
9. goodies for my tummy !! ^o^
did i forget anything?

the bus ride was surprisingly pleasant, expect for the fact that we arrived an hour late and another team had taken our assigned spot.

1. 256 mb XD Olympus picture card - $99.99
2. Case Logic 25 CD sleeves refill - $25.99
63 CD sheet refill - $23.74
3. 1G USB flash drive - $99.99
128mb flash - $13.94
4. Sony DVDirect - $299.99
5. a. Sonic Impact mini speakers - $19.99
b. Sony Passive Portable Speakers - $9.99

^_^ hehe. if you want a commented senior pic from me.........*drum roll please* you must tell me there! *clap clap clap*

yup yup and you have to comment under you tabulas sn.

muwahahaha.....i'm not evil.... ->

according to BMI i am dead center of the normal distribution. yet one look at my rolls you can tell i'm overweight!! the stupid body mass index lies! they lie i tell u they lie!!  lol. yes, i was so bored that i checked. sooo bored!! snowed in for the weekend, didnt do much. just organized my room and found a bunch of random old stuff i never thought i would see again...like my kindergarden class pic i cant remember why i let my mom braid my hair like that, its so creepy... but yeah didnt do any hw at all, so now i must get to it. err....sushi, how are going to do the physics voice over??!!

ok, if i dont go to prom, i can afford the Sony DCR-PC55 MiniDV Handycam!! its sooo purtty! n small n light!! i really need a camcorder so i can take videos of my family when i go back to china this summer. while i was going through my stuff i realized that i dont have any pictures w/ my grandparents since i was a baby. i've never really liked my mom side of the family, so thats probably why. but all four of my grandparents are nearing their 90s, and i probably wont get another chance to go china until the next olympus. who knows what can happen in 3 years? 2 of my uncles have already passed away since when i left china. so this year when i go back i'm gonna take lots of footage!! of my grandparents, uncles&aunts, cousins, and neighborhoods(my first neighb. already got torn down, its a shopping center now ) no matter how much i despise them.

and if i wanna stay there as long as i planned, i would have to leave the day after graduation. so i can get back in time to start state street with the juniors. but that would mean i need to get a loan from my parents if i dont have enough money for the trip, which i probably wont after buying my DCR TT_TT aish complications. no prom for me. yes, i am returning my dress. 

 

yah i got microsoft 2003 for FREE!! the beautiful power of torrent now i have PSP 9 and photoshop CS 8. i got FFVIII the computer verison too! but i'm not sure if my baby have enough memory left to take it.

juniors start state street two weeks later than seniors then that gives me about 4 weeks in china. nothing new expect i'm slaving away physics report, greek presentation, senior paper, government test. am i forgetting something? i probaly am. o wellz....remind me

i really wanna hang out on good friday, but the weatherman tells me its gonna be rainy. 

 

stupid ROSE's servers are exceeded -___-

but it dont matter cause i got MAPLE STORY!!! ^_^ 

had aznnite tryout/rehearsal thingie on thursday. none of the guys can dance! i kinda feel bad that monty's not dancing anymore cause he was the only one seriously trying. jr's either not trying or he really sucks. and kerby...lets not even talk about kerby. thinking about it makes me laugh, he turns everything anushree shows him into something really...<i>laughable</i>. i'm skeptic towards jr's terrorist-looking cousin  replacing monty since he's never here anyway. which means that someone still have to replace monty. had to do an id card for getting in the building, kinda reminds me of my state street id from last yr. lets just say "i look drunk" is an understatement. bla have to find all my stuff from last year. dont remember who my superviser was, after all i only saw him once in the course of my time @ state street. mom's quiting AACA after march cause they are cutting everybody's benifits like paid vacations n sickdays. which in turn means that we'll be getting $1000 less each month, which of course means i cant afford to go to prom or buy my camera, hmm can i still get back my deposit for atlanta? then i definately cant stay in china as long as i liked, and i have to get back for state street or not to go to china at all. boo. this sucks more than mike getting a high grade than me in stats when he doesnt even know what summation is, or the symbol for it.

ok i returned my prom dress. yup the $200 dollars one. but my mom's like we should take pics of it as if it was really for prom anyway. just like wat we did w/ my 6th grade $8 holloween costume. we couldnt afford the $8 so my mom just took pics n returned it. damn, we were really poor. but yeah...here's some pics i took yesterday...




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