i'm in my 3rd week of college now. everything seems so easy compared to high school. NO HW!! YES!!! ^___^ lol well theres a lot of reading, but no more than the readings from AP classes. everything is really good rite now, i dont think i've been this happy for a long time. being in bls itself was just so dreadful, it sucked all the joy rite outa me. cant believe i'm finally free!!! lol yah i never thought i see the day...
ok so heres the plan get at least a 3.5 avg this term then try to transfer. i've decided to apply to at least 4 schools (2 of which are drake n northeastern) but i havnt decided the rest yet. pretty soon i'll have to start the evil application process again. i wanna have picked out all the schools by the end of september. be relatively done w/ da essays by the end of october, then mail things out in november. except i dont know who to ask recommendations from.....all my new teachers only've knew me for like 3 weeks; but i dont really wanna go back to bls.... .....bla watever i'll figure it out ...... soon..... i'll probably ask around when i go back during thanksgiving.....
speaking of which did u guys like my presents?? if u have no idea what i'm talking about go find kristina... its u're own fault for not coming home last weekend

i still have a chance to get in smith!!! ^___^ that is if everything stays well this yr. wellesley is gone out the door since i have to wait 2 yrs before i can apply... but do i really want to go to smith? lol i thought i did, but i'm not so sure now.

Pros
+ study abroad program
+ 5 college consortium
+ minor in computer science
+ really nice campus/dorms
+ i get to take japanese
+ i get to live on campus
+ close enough to come home for weekends

Cons
- gives lots n lots of work (can i handle it??)
- no CJ so i'd have to change my major
- middle of no where

Northeastern Deadlines for Fall 06
- Completed NU application May 1st
- Official college course transcripts May 1st
- List of current & anticipated courses May 1st
- 2 Recommendations May 1st
- SAT Scores May 1st
- Official final high school transcript or GED score report May 1st (this will the thing that screws me over -___-)


Smith Deadlines for Fall 06
- Transfer Common Application & Supplement Feb 1st
- College transcript(s) Feb 1st
- Photocopies of college course descriptions Feb 1st
- High School transcript Feb 1st
- SAT I Feb 1st
- College Adviser's Report Feb 1st
- Teacher Evaluation Feb 1st
- Midterm Evaluations March 1

1 guess who sings this ^__^;;;;

you haven't asked me, so how can i answer
using eyes, i'm afraid i'll guess the wrong thing
do you want to continue tortureing each other?
you stare at me, i see you are all alone
i've finished building my castle
my heart is prepared for the worst
i'm waiting for the finished hug
dont say you still havent felt it
the smile i give you, isnt just a smile

love you love you, yes i love you
did you hear it?
for the thousandth time, millonth time
this is my answer from the heart
the people around around me dont concern me at all
i only want to go to the paradise you've dreamed of

love you love you, yes i love you
you still havent heard it?
can you put down that meaningless struggle?
i'm scared that love is like a flower
once you've missed it, even tears cant bring it back

(love) is like a tiring chess game
all thats left is the last move
but you dont know where to go
i lost a long time ago
but you won't believe that you've won
watching you sigh in bitterness
i want to help, i'm so worried
love, love, it really hurts too much
two people, just standing here
two hearts, just hanging there
time, time, time is running out
more and more, we become only friends